In Truth, What Dreams May Come

I had a pretty serious dream last night, but I woke with a start at like 9:30 and as vivid as the dream was, it slipped out of my grasp within seconds of waking up.

When I went back to sleep though I had... a fantastic, but quite strange, dream. I was Akane, and I was in a dojo style room? fighting Ranma... Except there was con type stuff going on. There was something having to do with our being fiancees or something(of course), and we both had knife like sharp objects. and we were fighting andd fighting and fighting, and there was a lot of passion in the fighting... there was other stuff spliced in, but I can't remember it as well, other scenes with me and Ranma... so we're fighting and fighting, and I cut off his braid? like half way down it... (I should mention none of this is in anime, we look like the characters would look if they were actually human). His hair fell out of the braid and around his face a bit. Then it cuts to a me watching kind of point of view, like watching a movie, and Akane and Ranma are standing there, and the style has completely changed. They are both in full chinese/japanese wedding attire, their faces are painted, they are very very very elegantly dressed, there are asian flowers everywhere, and they are looking at each other, and its very very tense, and it seems the wedding isn't so much about the "getting married part" but about the consummation part... I think all of this was fantasy or soemthing and nothing actually happened between ranma and akane.

It cuts back to Ranma and me from akane's point of view, standing, or sitting? beside each other in the Dojo. I turn to ranma and say something like "remmeber that time not long ago when we were in here and I cut off your hair?" then he said something I can't remember, kind of looked at me for a moment and there was A LOT of fricken tension.... kind of what you would imagine goes on between akane and ranma any time they are so close to actually admitting to themselves and each other how they feel. This is some serious intensity here. Then ranma grabs me/akane, and kissed me, passionately, and I kissed back, and it was so incredibly passionate. My heart was racing, and I could feel him against me, with strong arms around me, squeezing me, holding me, his lips were warm and soft, but strong. He pulled back a little and smiled, then got a kind of odd look on his face and said something like "well.. I think this changes everything... we can't exactly go back to the way things were now..." and I agreed, and there was more kissing, and it just got more passionate, and then I woke up.


So that was pretty odd, but good. At least they didn't actually look like anime characters. That would have been REALLY odd.

I need to start posting my dreams regularly again.

Last night I had another dream about teeth falling out. Just liek the last two times, they were baby teeth falling out to be replaced by adult teeth. when they fell out they were bloody though.

There was another dream last night, but I can't for the life of me remember what it was.

The night before that I had a dream where I was one of The Riches. Eddie Izzard was my dad, and Minnie Driver was my mom. it was a crazy wiled ride. We stole a car, and did some other stuff, and were very convincing etc etc. I think we were in a mall that was also a fun house/horror house or soemthing, but it wasn't scary. I haven't had a scary dream in years... at least not one that felt scary.

The night before that, I had a dream with oscar and tommy in it. This one was very very weird. It was con like... sort of... but it was happening in my grandparents runge's house... and we were all sleeping in the guest room upstairs where I usually sleep. That wasn't the weird part though. The weird part is that I was cuddled between oscar and tommy, and there were a few other people, but I was definitely hooking up with oscar... which is kinda weird also, moreso than just becuase of the hooking up, but I would have assumed that if I had hooked up with either in a dream (though this is not somethign I ever expected to do) it would have been with tommy becuase I always felt closer and more comfortable with tommy than with oscar. Anyway, there was some girl who oscar was supposed to be there with, but he was with me instead, and I felt good about that. I guess it was that conquest feeling of good. That's about all I remember of it.

At this point, all I can remember is hooking up with Genny. It was interesting, and rather nice actually.

I remember fleeting images from other parts, like running from a building, through a field to a car. It was night. I don't remember why we were running... I think we had been at a dance? and I don't remember who "we" was.

Last night I had a dream with Eric in it. It's been too long so I Can't write a detailed account by any means, but it was a nice one. We found each other again. The only image I can remember with any detail is the one in my living room. We were standing there and... I don't remember how things happened, but we kissed. I haven't done anything more than be friends and hurt because I still loved him in any dream for a long time, but last night we kissed. And it wasn't just kissing. It was a long awaited "oh god, I've missed you so much" kind of kiss. And then we hugged, my cheek pressed against his. And there was talking some, but I don't remember what was said. It was... perfect. I woke up feeling full. It was just right. I don't know. I'm glad it was what it was.

In another part of that dream, I looked out the window to my car, becuase I was goign to take my sister driving in it, and it wasn't there. I was really afraid for a moment, until I realized it was sitting in the front yard. Someone had moved my car into the yard. Thats all I remember.

I had a dream with thomas in it. He was home, except I was also visiting him at college. I was over him. Well I was, but I wasn't. My dream self was, but part of me was conscious I would take him back in an instant... or something like that.
He wasn't over me. He thought he had been, but when I wasn't there, he was telling Danny that he had been thinking about me lately, and that he wasn't over me. We were being friends like old times. I felt completely comfortable. We were in my moms bedroom? and Thomas was changing. I don't remember why. We were planning a very very big awesome party. I was afraid I would miss it as I was going to be gone for a chunk of march, but he pointed out that the party was starting on the ninth, so I would get to go to a nice chunk of it. The party was going to be held out in Manassas. All of Manassas? and on farms and stuff.
We sat in Hannah's dining room. Not her real dining room, but one made up entirely by my head. We continued to hang out and plan the party, as Hannah's dad went through her CD's. Then I woke up.

In my draem last night I Was adventuring, but I can't remember exactly how so. I knwo I was travelling, but I can't remember enough to say where or how, only that there were mountains and the overriding colorscheme, as with most of my dreams recently, was tan and brown. There was nothign vibrant.

Later in the dream we had... gotten backf from somewhere, and I had left my purse out. Someone had gone through it and taken a lot of stuff, but had not taken my lisence, my check card, or my credit card. I found this odd, but I was relieved.

Later I was in a department store? But it was a school, and I had to pick between a dance class and boxing, and I picked boxing. My teacher was a large black man, and I had to have class in what looked like a mix between the toy section and the lingerie department.

I was then driving in Arlington, and I just kept driving faster and faster, it was a rush, and I was jolted out of this high speed thrill ride by my phone ringing. Going from 90 miles an hour to lyign in my bed is the weirdest transition I think I've ever felt.

I was a small boy... well sort of... I was watching the small boy from the outside like a movie... but I was the boy.

It was winter, and the boy's mother/father was going off on a trip/to war/somewhere... just after buying a piece of jewelry or something for his other mother.

She/he ends up dying on this trip. Other mother falls apart. Boy is left to his own devices and grows up with a horrible life. I don't remember the details of it, but its not good.

the later scene had the boy, now a little older, gets a chance to go to a school. He had grown up with a horrible father? whom he had also lost.

The boy had a chance to go to a school. Supernatural things happened at the school, like the boy getting to be with his second father... but he's not horrible this time. he's absolutely everything the boy ever wanted. But the boy is out on the beach, and horrible father appears and tears everythign to shreds. First he just appears to tear the boys dreams apart, but then things get insane, and he ends up being a giant head in the sky. Things just keep getting worse, and the boy screams As he screams the scene changes, and the boy is back outside a record shop, in the snow, at the age he was at the beginning.

The boy walks inside. His mom and other mom are inside. The mom that left on the trip is in the process of buying the piece of jewelry from the beginning, and they are talking about her going away. the boy is noticed, He looks incredibely sad... his other mother decides not to go for as long for whatever reason. it made more sense storywise at the time.

The boy had gotten another chance. This time his mother was not going to die, and he would grow up happy, and would never have to go through that expereince. "camera" view pans out from the record store. It's snowing outside, and credits start.

I was an american soldier. A Man. My companion soldier and I were lost at sea from a wreck or soemthing, and were washed ashore on enemy civilian soil. We told them that we were american students and that we had been travelling to study in central america (which was wheer this enemy was located), but that out ship had been destroyed, and so we were washed ashore onto their property. The family was nice and we stayed with them and got to know them. We lived along side them, but always lived in fear that we would be foudn out. We were the enemy here, hiding right under this nice families noses. The father was skeptical of us but welcomed us in. The mother treated us as if we had come home aftr a long journy. After awhile we sort of became like part of the family.
I don't remember how we were found out, but eventually the truth came out and we were confronted. We had come to like this place, this family. We felt like both the betrayers and the betrayed. These people were good people, we had no intention of harming them, but we were the enemy... I don't remember how that was resolved.

:EDIT: I had this last dream long before I ever traveled anywhere like it... but some of the images I remember from the dream, like the family's house and stuff soooo much resembled stuff I saw in leticia and near the amazon.

In my next dream, It was all flashes, but there were some flashes using images from the last dream, but I was me, not a soldier, and we were singing in a choir. I and two others were asked to sit down, since we were the strongest singers, and the sound completely changed. The bottom completely dropped out and it was as if there suddenly was no sound in the choir.

In another dream, I was at my grandparents house taking care of a little girl. She was troublesome. Throughout most of the dream she was doing things like taking a bath and washing her hands. Later we were in my basement, I was on my computer, and she was watching videos on the TV that used to be on the shelves to my left. She was watching with my father and a bunch of his friends. They were watching very adult aimed movies. I don't remember anything else.

Dreams last night were all about Eric.

I moved to california early without telling him. Mike and Emma? snuck me into the house and hid me on the couch under a blanket. I don't remember Eric's reaction, but it was good.

I remember one point being in a shoe/camping store. All his/my friends were trying to convince us to "go look somewhere else" because aparently they had hid all kinds of sexy stuff for us, but we weren't being cooperative.

I was back working with pied piper, and Miss Elaine. I was talking to her about stuff and I overheard someone talking baout eric. It was a girl he was seeing... or who was interested in him or something. So I eavesdrop. She ends up saying that its no point going after him because it's obvious he loves someone else.

There were all kinds of sweet little things in between but I can't remember anything in detail. Just flashes of images.

The last dream was the weirdest becuase I was simply in an episode of Grey's Anatomy. Izzy was paying the... the head of the hostpital guy, whos name I can't remember, to change her records so she had never left. There was a big snarling dog that came after Me, George and... and one other person that were hanging around the lockers while I was looking for something izzy needed. Then Captain Janeway came and got the snarliing dog under control.

Iwas a nurse in a hospital. There was a very large woman we had to get into a bath. Her loved one didn't like the way she was treated so we were trying to find a way to get her out of the hospital. Her loved one was the music director from the little mermaid and suessical.

I wnet to another planet. We didn't need space suites, just masks so we could breath. Thats all I can remember.

I was laying in bed with Emmet from QAF and a couple other people. I told him about seeing him on Grey's Anatomy. He had spent time with and old crush of mine the day before and aparently found out a couple things about my sexual experience... and wanted to help me out, so he went down on me. The crush he had spent the day before with was Matthew Hastings. That was a weird blast from the past. In the next scene I was going to a grocery store and pressing Emmet for information about Matthew. Aparently Matthew had had a crush on me, too, all along. Emmet went to a different register without me knowing it, and we accidentally stole a bag of doughnuts.

We were buying a house, but mostly me. The first one we looked at was a COMPLETE fixer upper, but beautiful otherwise. The next we looked at was HUGE. but cheap. I was trying to figure out what was wrong with it to make it so cheap, but there was nothing except the backhouse needing some work. It was beautiful, and my dream home. And we bought it. Or I did... I can't remember.

We were at my grandparents Castonguay's house. Everyone else left, and I stayed. I took a shower in the "new bathroom" upstairs that doesn't actually exist, with a black shower curtain and a claw footed bathtub. I went back downstairs and there was a baby killer whale. And we were all in the pool livingroom(Me and my grandparents), and we were playing with the baby, and I rode on it's back.

Last nigth there were giant slides. I can't remember the significance, but there were straight ones, and really long twisty ones, but I was having a blast going down them. Joe was there too.

In another one I was going hiking with brian McCracken and someone else... in maryland I think, and I called and invited joe. Then we had to wait for joe to get there. Then we did a lot of hiking... I remember there being a house at some point... I remember afterwards hanging out with joe in a house while we waited for something.

Then I was moving to a house. My moms parents had... had moved all their stuff into a house in a nother state, I can't remember which one, and I was moving there. It was rather Sleepy Hollow like as the house was supposed to be haunted.

In the last one I was running around a mall/highschool with a couple of the characters from Fast Times at Ridgemont High. I was "being cool" like one of the guy characters, and running around slapping peoples hands and stuff. I rmember I kept falling... but in cool ways and making it look intentional... at one point my mom, who was randomly there, said soemthing about sometimes her forgetting I'm a girl, or soemthing like that.

That's all I can remember. They're all very disconnected, and there was a lot more to each of them, but not stuff I could easily translate into words.

In my dream last night, I was given everything I want. In the first one, I was camping with Eric and we were staying in seperate tents. I remember being in my tent and changing when he walked in and apologized for walking in while I was changing, but I said it was ok and he stayed. He ended up sleeping in my tent and it was very nice.
In the second dream, I was hanging out in my basement, except my futon was where the drumset is in real life. We were hanging out on the futon looking across to the computer and watching something. We being Thomas, Joe, and me. Thomas had miraculously started talking to me again, and things were like old times when we could just joke around and be best friends and stuff... even though we were a little bit more touchy feely than best friends usually are, but I think that makes sense since we are both more physical people to begin with. In the third dream there was water in the streets, like flooded in my neighborhood and all the neighborhood kids were out playing in it, but they were wearing snowsuits. There was one woman there who reminded me of Linda from Foster's who was putting a jumpsuit on my sister, who was quite a bit younger than she is in real life, except that the jumpsuit was too big. I went over and told her it was my jumpsuit and that as penalty for putting my jumpsuit on my sister she had to give me the job at Starbucks. She agreed. Later, I was just sitting on a wall in front of my house watching people come and go. I remember there being sexual tension, but there was no obvious reason for it. I kept wondering if the Linda Look-a-like actually meant what she said and was going to finally give me the job.